A Live Developer Journal

Creating your own progression steps for TDD if you're struggling to learn it.

Notes are based on Test-Driven Development: By Example.

I took a break from reading Kent Beck's TDD book a couple of months ago. I tried out a couple of other resources too, but got overwhelmed by how difficult I found not only understanding the worked examples, but also trying to implement the process in my own workflow.

Between TDD and Design Patterns, my programming confidence steadily got lower and lower until I thought that I could barely build simple programs. So I stopped and moved onto learning about front-end design systems, and more recently SQL. I was surprised to find that I picked up the principles underlying design systems and SQL fairly easily. There is still a lot to learn, but I remember a year or so ago when both of these things were difficult to understand and apply too. The thing that made them easier to understand was exposure to concepts in TDD and OO. So while I feel like I can't 'do' them properly yet, they are slowly but surely sinking in.

Another thing that has helped raise my confidence is having started an intense fitness challenge program about 4 weeks ago. The other day, I was getting worried because my weight hadn't changed much even though I had stuck to the mealplan and was doing 5+ high intensity workouts a week. However, when I took my measurements, I saw that I had in fact lost 6cm of both my waist and hips, which is a huge amount in such a short space of time. Muscle is heavier than fat.

Even though my measurements had drastically changed, I didn't notice any difference in myself, because the changes were so gradual that I couldn't see them, even though the pace of change was quite fast.

Similarly, when I started the fitness program, I had no idea what I was doing. The fitness instructors had to show me how to raise weights, and how to bend properly so that my back didn't get injured. At week four, I have made a massive amount of improvement, but still get regularly corrected for my form. In some cases, I'm not strong enough to do some of the exercises yet, so I do a modified version of them. So instead of doing a full pushup, I do a pushup with my knees on the floor (today I managed to do 2 full pushups before reverting back to them, yayy).

What both of these things have helped me see is that the progress you are making is not obvious to yourself, but that you can use certain measurements to make your progress visible in other ways. So taking a break to learn something else made me realise that I am already a much better programmer than I was a short time ago. Similarly, regular feedback is crucial for helping you correct your form. It's okay if you need to be course corrected multiple times. Finally, if you are not 'strong' enough yet, it's okay to modify the exercises to meet your own level, until you are ready to do the exercises in full.

Modified TDD progression

Progression is where you gradually move towards a more advanced state. So if you can't do a full pushup, you do a half pushup (on your knees) first, until you feel ready to do the full pushup.

In the case of TDD, the progression steps will be different for you than it will be for me. There might be a few ideas in this which could help you develop your own progression steps though.

Step 1. General TDD process outline

The first thing I did is look at the table of contents in Kent Beck's Test-Driven development book. My assumption is that it would give an overview of the steps associated with TDD, which it does to some extent. The part that jumped out to me was the 'Part 3: Patterns for TDD' section. I had not read this part of the book before, and thought that patterns would be a good place to start. Patterns are things or concepts that crop up regularly, so reading these might help me understand TDD better without focusing too much on the implementation details.

After reading some of the patterns section, there were a lot of TDD process cues. I captured them as a series of action points which are listed below. I noticed that I had a few gaps in knowledge. I'm not confident with the process of developing user stories. But that's okay, I'm going to follow the process anyway, fully knowing that my first and subsequent few steps are going to be awkward, stumbly and generally quite ugly. Just like my first day at the gym. It's going to be hilarious.

The process above shows that I know more about TDD than I thought I did. Have absorbed a lot. However, I am also away of areas that I have limited knowledge in, as pointed out earlier. I haven't experimented enough with refactoring methods, or learned enough about design patterns, user stories etc to be able to make well-informed decisions. This is why I feel like the code I write following TDD is going to be naive. If I knew more, it would be better. Obviously. However, trying the process out anyway will get me more familiar with it. Over time, I'll learn all of the other components and my process will start improving drastically. I won't make any progress if I don't at least try to take those first stumbling steps all the way through.